Then repent. These are links to Ben Witherington's Parchman lectures given at Baylor last October. I love Dr. Witherington's work and he's probably one of my favorite lecturers (perhaps because we are both sons of the Old North State and as Southern genetlemen, we have a somewhat kindred spirit). Go give these a watch:
By the way, Video 3 is Dr. Ben talking about the authorship of Gospel of John and his theory that the BD is actually Lazarus.